[	mood	|	mellow	]
[	music	|	the killers	]

hey guys! i have not wrote in here in forever! sorry! well, things have been ok latly! it's not been the best, but im livin! im goin school shoppin this week and i can't wait! well, thats about it! if u wanna talk, call me @ 860-5375! thats my cell, so give me a ring!

    love yall,

        haley

[	mood	|	flirty	]
[	music	|	simple plan	]

hey yall! i just got back from the mountain! my friend rebecca and i went and we had a blast! it was so0o0o0o fun! if u knoe my number, call me and i will tell u all about it! there is sooo much that happened that i can't type it all! but here is one hint* WE MEET SOME HOTT BOYS!!!! it was great! well, i am goin to gavins party, so ill talk to yall later!!!!

   love ya ,

         haley

[	mood	|	numb	]
[	music	|	u love me but u don't noe who i am!	]

well guys, these past 2 days has not been the best of my life! i can't stop thinkin about 2 guys latly!!! y does growin up have to be soo hard! i know that u are not suppose to think that ur life sticks cause somebody else's life might be just as wose, but this time, i just want to give up on life!!!!! i mean, i hate feelin this way! i really do! i mean, i have had one of my best friends to tell me that i take things too serous. that really hurt my feelings and he was tellin me he was sorry and stuff but i would not take it! now i feel really BAD and i don't noe how to solve this!! last nite was terrible!!!! well, i have been thinkin alot about my x and how i still love him alot and i don't know how to tell him! i am scared that he will just laugh in my face!!!! i hate this! i mean, i really love him. i think about him costnantly! i can't help it. he just makes me feel so.....complete!! i don't noe, people are like, y do u like him! i don't ne he is just so nice  and bad at the same time! i love bad boys and i really need him! i really think that we belong together!! i really do, but i hate him lookin at her all the time! i mean, it really crushes me! gosh! teenage life is sooo hard!!! i try to please ppl but i realized that i can't please everybody! at least i try too! i mean, it is just soooo hard! i never knew that growin up was soo hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if u want, call me today at my house at 704.867.7157 but if im not hear, then u can call me at 704.860.5375! well, talk to ya later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   ~*H~

[	mood	|	energetic	]
[	music	|	i dunno	]

hey guys! whats up? well,today has been really good latly!!! i got on the aim amd i talked to one of my friends that i have not talked to in a long time! his name is, well, u noe!!! well, i think i feel in love with him again! i cant help it!!!! oh well!!! so, tonite, i go to my friend jordans house and spend some time with her! it's goin to be great!! well, i g2g, but have i great weekend!!!

    love always,

            haley

[	mood	|	angry	]
[	music	|	you love me but you dont knoe who i am!	]

yeah, i am really mad!!! well, this is what happened!!! i was on aim yesterday and i was talkin to one of my friends!! well, it was about 11:30 and i was really tierd!! well, i said i had to go,but i would talk to him later!! well, he said, ok!! well, i was checkin my email, and he kept on sayin, "haley? i am sorry for what i did!!" well, i got so annoyed!!! i was like, listen, i am not mad at u and i will talk to ya tomorrow!! well, he kept on saying, sorry for whatever i did!!! well, i did not respond so i just signed off!! well, today, he was like, can i ask u a question and i was  like yeah, and he was like is it that time of month cause u are really moody!!!! i got so mad and he kept on saying that i was moody and i told him he had some major problems and i blocked him on my aim!!! i started to laugh because he can't say anything to me now!!! so, i am not talkin to him anymore and i hope i don't ever!!! he really bugs me!!! like i was talkin to him om aim and he said, is ur father a theif because he stole the stars and put them in your eyes!!!!! that is sooooooo cheesy!! it was gettin annoying!!! so now i am not talkin to him annymore!!!!

                   love always,

                           haley

ps- and if you want to know, i am not on my period, he just really makes me mad!!!!!

 call me trey : 860-5375

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	May the Few be Many	]

hey guys!!! i got back from florida yesterday and i had really fun time with my youth group!! it was a whole alot of fun!!! we did alot of stuff! well, the first day, we went by tallahasse to sleep for the nite and i saw matt!! he was doin ok, so i was very glade to see him!!! i hated everybody whached me hug him and ask him how he was!!! it was very embarrassing!!! well, the next day, we got to camp and we had a tour and picked what we wanted to do that coming week!! i picked snorkeling and i got it!! well, i hated it!!! i was very close to a puffer fish and i was lokking at it!! all of a sudden, the fish blew up in my face!!! i was sooo freaked out!! well, the next day, i did not go!!! heeheehee!!! well, the rest of the week, i did crafts, and i liked that a whole lot better!!! i made my mom, ash and sarah somthin'!!! well, i had a great week over all because i met alot of people and had a lot of fun with my youth group!!! well, i will write later!!!

     love yall,

                   haleybug

[	mood	|	blah	]
[	music	|	beautiful disaster	]

well, today i am sick as a dog!!! i really am sick!!! i have been on im all day and me and danny has had a interesting convo!!! it was great!! he is so funny!! all of a sudden, he says, i love ya and i am like shocked and i was like ok, well, i love ya too!!! it was weird!! i have just thought of him as a friends, but i guess it's more!! oh well!!! i don't go out with him,but he would be a option!! ha!! well, thats all i have to say for today, so check ya later!!!!

    love yall,

                haley

[

mood

|

crushed

]

KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS

"Beautiful Disaster (Live)"

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Hold me tight

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Lord he's beautiful
He's beautiful

KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

[	mood	|	confused	]
[	music	|	Beautiful Distaster	]

well, today i have had a hard day! i realized alot of things! i hate when you think that sombody likes you and then you find out that he had no clue that you like him!! it's crazy!! i mean, sometimes i just want to give up on life i mean, it's so hard! i know that life is not easy!! but why can't god make life alittle easier when he knows you are havin a hard day! i mean, don't you think that is the least little thing he could do!!! man,i hate when life goes bad and you are depressed! i have ate chocolate all day and just have been so hateful with my mom! i mean, she has asked me what was wrong, but do you ever feel like just saying, i don't know! just leave me alone!! i went to jess's party tonite and it was hard for me to even keep a smile on my face!!! well, the best part of my day was when my friend called me and wanted to talk!!! i mean these are one my days were a just want to cry!!! i just have alot to say but i jsut will keep it in!! i guess yall don't want to hear (or read) what i have got to say! hey, if you do than just call me and then call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     love ya,

        haley                   

[	mood	|	blah	]
[	music	|	Fantsia Barino	]

FANTASIA BARRINO LYRICS

"Truth Is"

Ah Oh Ah Oh

[Verse 1]
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how it's been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

[Hook]
And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that

[Hook]
And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messin' with my mind (Because I know)

[Chorus (2x)]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you

I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love

well, hey guys! i am just going to tell yall that i am in this situation!!! and it sucks!!!!!

[

mood

|

happy

]

Hey guys! just sittin here chillin and talkin to Kayla on the im! well, this week has been so hard!!! i did not want to leave school! it was so sad because i will not see alot of people next year! i cryed for ever! it was so sad! well, i am really confused about who i like, but i will write yall lata about that! well, if you knoe my number, call me!!!!!!!

      love ya,

           haley

ps- this is my new saying:

   3 kisses, 2 hugs, 1 love

[	mood	|	crazy	]
[	music	|	L-O-V-E ME!!	]

hey yall! i have had a great day today! well, today, i really sat down and decided if  really wanted me and ***** to go out! i mean, he is a real jerk for putting me on hold! i am way better than that! today was great! i had a lot of fun with all of my friends, we took alot of pictures! well, i got to run, but see ya guys lata!

   love ya,

  haley

ps- i'll try to post the pictures!!!

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	Mr. Lonely	]

hey yall! i want to tell yall something!!

   " I want a guys who i can run up to in my PJ's -hair messed up- no make up on and he says " Baby, you look beutiful!!"

   see ya guys later!! love yall!!!

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	Mr. Lonely	]

hey!i have hada great day today! i went to church and saw all of my friends!!! i have not saw them in a week because i was sick on Wednesday! on saturday, i came home and ate lunch and when i got home my friends called me to go shopping with them! we had a blast! we went to the mall, Old Navy and alot of other places like Best Buy and stuff! i have not been with them in a long time so i had alot of fun! when i got home, my mom wanted to go shopping too so i went with my mom and ashley and sarah! ( the girls i live with )! well, we had alot of  fun too! i bought alot of stuff and i had a blast!!! on friday, i went to carowinds with my chorus and we had a blast! i am so glade that i have alot of friends that are in that class! we had a alot of fun with each other!!! when we were walking, i saw jordan and sarah there and i was like "HEY" they were there for the same compition as us so it was alot of fun! i saw this really cute guy that goes to their school and when i walked past him, he was like "hey babe! you are lookin' good" i just kept on walking but i was thinkin' oh my gosh!! my friend was walking with me and she was like "that was Osie, i know him and he goes to Holdbrook!" i was like that is the guy that sarah talks about! it was cool!! well, i have had a good weekend and i am not ready to go back to school for the EOG!! i hate them!well, talk to yall later!!!!!

    love yall,

          haley

holla to--Kayla- hey! i was reading your jouranl and clicked on your friend Shannon! she rocks!!!!! i saw her profile and jouranl and she has alot of pictures! she was really awesome! i wish i was there the wednesday she came!! i want to meet her same time so i can meet her!!

Allyson- you are head over heels for Josh! i think that yall will be together forever!!! ttylg!!!!

holla to-- trey, chris, matt, rebecca, victoria g., and how ever else i forgot!!!!!!!!

[	mood	|	annoyed	]
[	music	|	LINDSAY LOHAN	]

hey yall,

LINDSAY LOHAN LYRICS

Rumors"

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

everybody at church is starting romors and i wish they would just STOP!!!!!!!

  love yall,

       HALEY

[	mood	|	i actually love someone again!	]
[	music	|	Mr. lonley	]

sorry, yall could not read that last one, this is what it said! hey guys! i have a lot to say and such little time! well, i'll start here! i have a new boyfriend now and his name is Chris! i think everybody knows now because it has been all over the church! well, i like him alot, but i don't know how to show it to him! i mean, i really don't know him that well, and i don't know if he likes to talk alot and touch and kiss alot, i just don't know! well, with my friend matt, he will not talk to me anymore! he says that he is busy now but he talked to me every nite when he liked me! i still feel really bad for doing what i did, but it was the truth! i could not go out with him if i did not like him! well, i am over that, if he is going to be sour about it than it's on him! well, please think and pray for me this week because i am going through everything! well, i'll write yall later! if you know my number, give me a ring!!!!!!!

      bye for now,

             haley

shout out to~ *chris*, kayla, allyson, sarah, emilee, LAUREN, brandon, and everybody else!

ps~ Brandon, thanks for bringing your friend to church! he's awesome!

Lauren, thanks for hanging out with me on Sunday, i love our company!!!!

chris, i love you alot, even if i have known you for a week!!!! i love talking to you every nite! it just makes me feel like i am somebody special, you make me feel like a queen!! i love you! ( mr.lonely! )

[	mood	|	i actually love someone again!	]
[	music	|	Mr. lonely	]

hey guys! i have a lot to say and such little time! well, i'll start here! i have a new boyfriend now and his name is Chris! i think everybody knows now because it has been all over the church! well, i like him alot, but i don't know how to show it to him! i mean, i really don't know him that well, and i don't know if he likes to talk alot and touch and kiss alot, i just don't know! well, with my friend matt, he will not talk to me anymore! he says that he is busy now but he talked to me every nite when he liked me! i still feel really bad for doing what i did, but it was the truth! i could not go out with him if i did not like him! well, i am over that, if he is going to be sour about it than it's on him! well, please think and pray for me this week because i am going through everything! well, i'll write yall later! if you know my number, give me a ring!!!!!!!

      bye for now,

             haley

shout out to~ *chris*, kayla, allyson, sarah, emilee, LAUREN, brandon, and everybody else!

ps~ Brandon, thanks for bringing your friend to church! he's awesome!

Lauren, thanks for hanging out with me on Sunday, i love our company!!!!

chris, i love you alot, even if i have known you for a week!!!! i love talking to you every nite! it just makes me feel like i am somebody special, you make me feel like a queen!! i love you! ( mr.lonely! )

[	mood	|	i love ***** !!!!!!	]
[	music	|	all of these	]

hey guys! these are a few of the songs that describe me right now in my life!!!

NATALIE LYRICS

"Going Crazy"

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...

AKON LYRICS

"Lonely"

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely


Alicia Keys - Lyrics

Fallin' - I keep on fallin' In and out of love With you Sometimes I love ya Sometimes you make me blue Sometimes I feel good At times I feel used Lovin you darlin' Makes me so confused I keep on Fallin' In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you Oh, oh, I never felt this way How do you give me so much pleasure And cause me so much pain? Just when I think I've taken more than would a fool I start fallin' back in love with you I keep on Fallin' In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you Oh, baby I, I, I, I?m fallin' I, I, I, I?m fallin' Fall I keep on Fallin' In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you I'm fallin In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you I'm fallin In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you What?   Alicia Keys - Lyrics A Woman's Worth - You could buy me diamonds You could buy me pearls Take me on a cruise around the world Baby you know I'm worth it Dinner lit by candles Run my bubble bath Make love tenderly to last a lifetime Baby you know I'm worth it Wanna please, wanna keep, wanna treat, your woman right Now just don't, better show that she is worth your time You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her A real woman knows a real man always comes first A real man just can't deny a woman's worth Mmmmhmmmm... Hold up 'Cause if you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods Treat you like a real woman should Baby I know you're worth it If you never play me promise not to blow off I'll hold you down when shit gets rough 'Cause baby I know you're worth it She walks the mile, makes you smile, all the while being true Dont take for granted the passion she has for you You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her A real woman knows a real man always comes first A real man just can't deny a woman's worth No need to read between the lines, spelled out for you Just hear this song cause you can't go wrong with your values A woman, woman, woman, woman's worth 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her A real woman knows a real man always comes first A real man just can't deny a woman's worth Mmmmhmmmm...   well, i did not have to say much! well, if you know my number, give me a ring! i love all of yall!!!

[	mood	|	giddy	]
[	music	|	" you love me but you don't know who i am!"	]

hey yall! whats up! i have had a ruff 2 weeks emotionally! it has been very emotional! i mean, i had to deal with something that i did not want to do and hope yall have to never have to go through it! i had to tell a guy that really did like that i could not be with him! he asked me if i wanted to be with him and i did not want to hurt his feelings, so i said yes, but i really did not want to! well, i had to say something to him about it and i said that i was not ready for all of that! ( i mean a real relationship! ) i was really not ready! i did not feel sorry for him when i said i would go out with him but all i wanted was to be friends!!! well, it's been crazy! he told me in a email that he had been crying alittle! i was so hurt about that! i mean, i did not lead him on, i just thought of him as a good friend!!! well, i feel a whole lot better that he knows the truth now!!! well, i hope yall have had a great week and i hope that you call me this weekend!! i got a new cell phone so my new number is 704-860-5375!! give me a ring!!!!!! well, i'll see yall!!!!

    love always,

              haley

holla to-- Alyson, Kayla, Trey, Zac, Brandon, Laruen, Sarah F, and if i forgot your name, sorry!!!!!!